Little bit, I'm changing for the better

Assalamualaikum and hello to my beloved readers,

Recently, I read a blog to write shorter article is easier to read and understand. Now, I am trying my best to make my entries shorter and easily read as well as understood.

I am current in Ramadhan month. It is a month for Muslims to fast. This year is one of the most memorable Ramadhan in my entire life. I went for my umrah for the second time during the first two weeks of Ramadhan. It was more than wonderful, amazing or any other fascinating words I could describe. Only Allah knows my feelings while I was there. I went there with my mum, my little brother and my uncle. My mum had an intention and desire to take me to Mecca after completing my diploma. We planned after I finished my examination and left to Mecca before I even received my results. Even though there were a lot of challenges there but I am thankful that Allah chose and select and also let me see the Kaabah another time. The tears of my heart shed in my prayers. When we had to leave, the truth was I was not ready. I fell in love with Mecca. Until I reached my room in Malaysia, I still cry at nights because I miss to pray there. It was peaceful but I could not describe it. I miss Mecca. Being there made me also realized, how much a mother could love a daughter. My mum is the best mother ever. She pushed me on my wheelchair during every Tawaaf umrah and sunat and also during Saie. To me, Allah let us to be there to perform our ibadah only for Him. He gave my mum the strength and good health. I am very thankful for that. Alhamdulillah.

When I am home, I am trying to change the better and the best in me. I still hope I can go there again and this time with my mum and dad.

There was a funny story when we were on our back to Malaysia. We had to transfer from Jeddah to Muscat then to Kuala Lumpur. When we were in Muscat and boarding to Kuala Lumpur, the officer there asked me and my mum to go to special gate for wheelchairs. When it was time to leave, he forgot about us and the plane left us. Then, my mum had to explain to another officer regarding our situation and fortunately for us we get to fly to Bahrain and back to Kuala Lumpur for free because it was not our fault and we were earlier while waiting at the gate. Now, we are safely home but I am longing for Mecca.